Many years ago I was sitting in a park one summer day on a hillside that overlooked a small lake, contemplating what to do next in my life. I was in my thirties at the time and I still hadn’t figured out what I wanted to do when I grew up. (And quite honestly I’m still trying to figure that out!).
I found myself going over some options in my head – at the time I was a writer for a small family owned company which had holdings in lots of businesses, including real estate and motivational work. I really enjoyed that job – I was able to create freely on many different projects, including writing motivational material, press releases, newsletters, marketing materials, children’s books and video scripts for late night ad-commercials. Alas the business changed direction and I was wanting for another job—yet again.
I find myself in that position again these days – a scary thought being unemployed with a mortgage and small kitties to feed, but yet exciting not knowing exactly what is ahead. A sense of anticipation rests in the air, as I put out feelers for new positions and think about the time when I won’t have to work for someone else.
I’m not sure that time is now – right now I personally don’t see that happening yet – unless I choose to play the lottery and win –but I am putting the thought out into the universe so at least the possibility of opportunity can arise.
I ask my angels and faerie folk to manifest my desires – to work in a place of comfort, freedom and safety, with positive energy and a good support system, doing something creative that I feel excited about and make excellent money at, performing or creating something worthwhile. Oh, and put a rush on that order – I have less than thirty days to find such an opportunity!
Note I said opportunity – not job, not even career – but rather an opportunity to be someone I enjoy being and being around, and making enough money to support myself comfortably at the same time.
So that is my desire—out it goes into the universe—while images of me sitting on a long ago hillside linger in mind. And there was a butterfly that day – one with colorful wings – whose flight was lazy and peaceful. Butterflies are signs of change – new beginnings – metamorphosis.
And that day is again today….and with the thought of butterflies comes the thought of a small video that my father’s spirit brought to me that same year – I had the inclination to pick up a video camera and put together a documentary on butterflies. I’m not sure why.
To this day, I am uncertain exactly why – but I’m sure that it was my father’s spirit who came to me and told me also that butterflies are signs of hope – for new beginnings are full of hope. And so today as again I contemplate my future – I am thinking of butterflies—of new beginnings, of hope and of….video creation….hmmm….where is that video camera of mine? I have an idea….my creative soul stirs and angels and faeries whisper to me and new ideas take hold.
The road ahead still remains a mystery, but I know my angelic support system is also out there pounding the pavement with me….may your journey stay as exciting and full of promise as mine…
…and stay tuned!
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